Empty Chamber

Staring at the empty walls
A hole
a picture used to hang there
of you and me
Its not fair
Everything
Anything
Reminds me of yesterday
A lonely day
without you here
Grief is  a song
Of broken hearts's list
Share of pain
a sadness to swim through
Trying to reach for the surface
I can never find my way
back to you....

Left Alone

Same time ,
Same place ,
A coffee place
Face to face
with an empty chair
A dream
a past
broken wishes
As I walk this empty street
I feel alright
but not complete
without you
without our old joy
It's done
I knew , I could never undo it
since that day
you walked away
from me
from my world
and you headed for the exit.

Bubbles

The happiness is smiling
Before my eyes
I watch you shine
as I embrace your halo
The world float away
from us
We are living in a bubble
Beautiful dreams
the world unseen
too good to be true
with you
a tale , untold !
You are in the air
Inhale , exhale
I breathe you
I have you in the inside
deep inside
I never wanna breathe you out
In my heart
You shall live forever!!

The Mirror

Oceans are between us
but the sun that shine upon you
is the sun same that shine upon me
The moon and the blue clear sky
Equilibrium
Walking in the air
floating away
a clear laugh
a soft touch
lips on mine
I desire the whole thing
a piece won't satisfy me
so real , so good
I am fine !
Sigh
I stare at the mirror
I see your soft features
not mine
warm
I kiss the cold glass
Realise
I am kissing but the mirror before me
a fool
we are the world apart
yet so close , so near
I smile.

Angel without wings

With a wish
she wanted to fly
with broken wings
she knew , she would fall down
on the harsh ground
but she gave it a try
for his dear sake
Everything
is turning black
she no longer could see
bitter tears
she's been shedding
stains
her ivory skin
Picking up her fallen pieces
comforting her wounded pride
It may heal
but  the scars
remind her
It was all real....

All I see is you!!

Love is internal ,
I am locked within you .
A soul once was lost
now its found ,
No more tears .
Wreathed in smiles
I hear thousand of voices .
But none of them is yours
An existence outside of time
Eternality
I am never alone
Memories hold us stronger.  
As I lay on your door step
My dark hours are slowly fading away!

Lost Melody

Mistakes
All over again
Things you shouldnt have done
Scared ,
Drained, Disconnected
Sleepless night
Heavy , heavy head
Something is lost inside
You cant replace
None will ever fix you
The end is so near
The Candle is burning at both ends.
Everything you loved
Wasted
Crawling inside your mind
Face to face
with loneliness
Down below
Darkness
Ignite your soul
LET IT GLOW!!!

M.a.s.k

I wonder whether we don't all wear a mask at times.
A mask of happiness ,
a mask of grief ,
a mask of indifference...
A mask saying : Now you don't see me...

I barely know you!

You hold me to you
Without a touch
The distance
Miles between us
so far yet so near
Every morning
At the sunrise
I greet the sun
The moon and the stars
The sea and the sandy shores
for your sake my love
All I know is your voice
Makes the wind chimes sing
Every night
I try ,
Harder
to memorize your face
for a kiss
Hypnotized.

Final Embrace

This is our last sunset
It was beautiful yet unreal
The dawn's first sunray
An end
If this is an end
Was there a beginning?
A tear
Paused on my cheek
Trembling
trying to speak
I'm fine
but deep down I am lonely
Dreams can change,
Visions fall
My loving heart is lost
Frozen
a frost
A withered flower
forgotten
Six feet under
Burried
Dusted
Gravestone
Merely for a grasp
into the night
A lullaby
soothing my dry dreams
A final embrace.

Two roles , one character!

A world is falling on us
What if ,
Lies turn into truth
Instead of saving
we kill and hurt
The silence plays the drums
Dum dam dum dam dum
inside our head , we re locked
There is no space , no land
Happy inside our falling sandcasltes
The pretending take us in
It captures us ,
Frame us
It leads us
We hate each other
yet we say grace
our world is breaking down
No where to hide
Let's see beyond this
and try to peel our masks

Talk love
Stop all your pathetic excuses!!

Stand up , FIGHT!

Another smile
Veiled your face
Another pain
You hide
A dry tear
on your fingertip
See , See
Inside your head
Fight
Black waters
Dive deep
Make them clean
There is none but yourself
break the illusion
Take a breath
Feel free
Break your chains
Fly away
to the other side
Walk the edge
Meet something new
over the rainbow bridge!!!

 

PS. I love You

Sleep my love
My restless baby
I am watching over you
All through the night
When the gloomy world is silent
A ticking clock
I am your guardian
none will harm you
Rest my beloved
on my bed of love
when the moon is only our witness
I place a kiss on your tender lips
Breathing
In peace
Pure , Holy feeling
Secure
My loving vigil is keeping you safe
from all the evil
put your weary head
next to mine
and smile
for now , you are with me
There is nothing to fear!

??? A Perfect Romance ???

 

Look what I ve desired
and I ve got
Was never my design
A disaster becomes me
How I pictured it
was never my vision
A perfect romance
With you right by my side
The music had to stop
I was left alone to dance
The record is broken
Your dying heart
wasn't meant for me
It's so cruel
Can't understand
Injustice
I am condemned to live
Without you
A memory
A glimpse of what we had
Was never there!!!

Stay!

I beg you , Please
on my knees
Down on the floor
Dont throw away my dreams
Dont tread on my world
constantly searching
nothing is found
do not turn away
do not push me away
hold me !
Cold , Numb to everything
I am fallen
Losing my faith
IN YOU
I am begging you...!
You are not listening
Deaf ,
The silence echoes
I turn on myself
None will ever see these tears
Slowly
Falling to the floor
....

A bliss

My eyes are closed
A smile ,
So haunting
Your eyes
So dark
Sparkling
like the stars that smiling back at us
It's another world
I dont want to wake up
I dont want you to fade away!
I feel safe ,
My eyes well shut
I want to live in your grace
My hands in your hands
Warm
I want to this moment to last
move slow
timeless
to the ocean of love
we are falling
My whole belongs to you
I dont want to compare you
to any other human being
I feel safe
Closed eyes
.....

Idle Tears

Tears , Tears
from the depth
frustration
an echo of my cries
unseen
There's nothing
an empty shell
Deep breath
Cradling me
The wind passes through me
Untouchable
I am flying
yet grounded
Heavy shoulders
Take your weight off of me
I scream
Silently
never been heard
Wake me up
The flames are rising
will it take over ?
For once
hear me
wake me !

Beautiful Strangers

I feel so fine
You came my way
are you an angel  in disguise?
Questions
A maze.
a king without a throne
a queen without a crown
beautiful eyes
divine
touch me, restore my soul
the words are failing us
exquisite
only feelings can suffice
Things are moving slowly
still
The heavy rain
falling gently like snowflakes
on our naked skin
softly
kissing
I look into your eyes
I can dive in your soul
I see me there
residing
it chases away my sanity
am I dreaming ?
there is only you and I
and forever we shall stay!

Anguish

An empty room
All alone ,
Pondering...
I am bleeding confession
I can never speak
The walls are closing in on me again.
Dont speak , Never reveal
High black waves , washes over me
It's pulling me
Holding me down
to nothing
The leaves of my life are dried
shaking
dead and broken
big part of my me has died
You ruthlessly cut me off
Drain my well
Drain my half empty glass
not satisfied
Suffocate my dreams
sad in the corner
Smash my soul
and all the promises you've ever made
were but a lie!
Do not blame me
when my hell is unleashed
It will burn you all
Do not blame me!

Mute

A taste of my sleepless night ,
Manifest my sad soul,
My world is an empty hole
It can only be filled with tears and sorrow
I no longer looking for tomorrow
Everything becomes a sinking boat
but somehow
these black ropes enslaved me to continue
with a broken heart that I cant repair
I just wish I was as invisible as you made me feel
I was seeking solace in your eyes
I never knew it would be hell
Every night , I stand there
Watching you disappear
but you , You were never there
I was the only who really tired to love you
I always waited for your wind to die down
Cold cold water surrounds me now,
Will I get your saving hand..?

If loving you is wrong , I really do not wanna be right !!!

The day you sailed alone!

You left ,
without a word ,
You left on your lonely ship
sailing the wide waters toward to the unknown
No wind is gonna find your topsail
No thunder and no storm
You ll be safe , You wont fail
till you reach to that shore
Start the new you forevermore
When you walk there
all by yourself
when the rain pours down on you
when the moonlight dances on your eyes
Then you are fine
You are free
No one can hurt you anymore.

Am I A Goddess ?

I try to stitch my words together ,
but all I get is Gibberish , 
There is unspoken truth ,
So much to say
unable to speak a word
everything is fighting inside my head
If I understand myself enough
long enough
am I not a goddess?
I wander yet not lost
my heart is old yet doesnt wither
Am I lying ?
Kill me , I shall devour you
My feet dont touch the ground
I am floating in the air
like a flying baloon
I think You re a goddess
Just if you understand yourself
long enough!

My world revolves around you

Loving you
is like running on ice
my feet are numb
but my heart is longing for you

Looking into your eyes
is like standing ...on the edge of an abyss...
falling down ..
breathless...
in the deep...
without having fear to fly ...

Your skin against mine
Its like descending
Diving in deep water
without fear to drown

Feeling your hot breath on the back of my neck
is like soaring up high
reaching for the very sky
without real wings

Making love to you
is like magic that wraps us in
The world stands still
There is only you and I
Everything else is but a faint image of reality

When the love fades away ...

As I lay here,
I Slowly open my eyes
to look at your fading smile
Now Im telling you,
you've been removed from everything that belong to me,
dont try to ask,
because there will be no answers.
Iam dead to you
dont try to reach for me,
because its too late now,
too late to relight the flame when its cold.
and to hell with your helping hand...!

        

I will be damned
if Im going to cry over losing a knight
in shining armor
who wasnt even real to begin with.
I will not even discuss what happened with you
or any one else on gods green earth!
I'll just let it go...
It's over ,
Dead and dusted
I'm going to start it all from here ...
without a single tear...
I wont beg you .. please!

A Man

He was alone ,
He walked alone ,
The streets were loud ,
different colours and different faces ,
but the crowd meant nothing to him ,
he was not part of it ,
he never had been ,
he met a stranger ,
but he didnt understand what the man was saying ,
he could see the man's mouth moving ,
he heard the words
but they seemed far away and made no sense.
He walked away from the crowd ,
fighting the wave of despair
and hopelessness that had risen over him
He wish not to look back
He wish not to go back
for there is nothing left for him there
he is heading to somewhere
he doesnt even know
somewhere not discovered yet
he is looking for the whole HIM
he is still looking
so afraid to look in the shadows
that follow him.

Who are you ?

You are so beautiful
Just the way you are
Why do you wear a skin not yours
You must have a reason
to hide the true you
Each time you look at the mirror
You look away
because the face
which is staring back at you
frightens you
wearing a hero's mask
but then you turned out to be a  clown
what are you thinking?
So angry on everything
and everybody
You just get enough
you walk away , you head for the door
none but your shadow run after you
now you are all by yourself
stranded
I hope you can be yourself now
You are alone
no one is watching ...
Take a step!

Sorrow and Love

You are wrapped in sorrow.
Your eyes staring into personal,private hell,
Your worn soul touched by loneliness.
I feel your dying will,
You are trapped in this pain
and somehow the world
has turned up against you
All what you ever wanted was to watch the sunset
but you never made it at time
to climb up that rooftop
You waited for the stars to shine
upon your pale skin
but the rain washed them away
from the that dark sky
But with the lamp of love
I shall dispel your darkness
wihin your soul , I will light up a star of happiness
I will destroy all your loneliness,
Take my hand ,
Walk with me there
and face your pain
Dont be scared
I will be holding your hand forever ...

In my tangled state of mind,I'm stranded in an island of dreams,where fireflies love to dance...

My Garden

In my garden ,
My little sad garden ,
It was once a beautiful piece of heaven
but now It is the crows home...
Left all alone behind ,
abandoned.
For all the orchids are dead
The lilies are no longer there ,
I still see a shadow of a withered Plumeria ,
Even the roots ,
which I once thought they were deep..
are reached by frost!
It's gone ,
and I'm here to stay.
forever ,
and my eyes will shed bitter tears!
and lament a god-willed state ,
and just go on my life and accept this as my fate ...
Laying alone
among the ashes of my burned garden
trying to fashion an image of the ashes.

Beautiful Dreams ...

It's so dark ,
The pale moon is above us
I can feel your presence
holding the whole of me
Your breath is in the wind
You touch me with your smile
and the roses are your second skinI put my hand on your heart
Your heartbeats are so soft under my palm
I feel so warm
I want to wrapped inside you
Dont let me go
I want all this to be true
I dont want it to stop
It's so dark
in my room
all was but a dream
I havent seen the moon in three nights
and your silence
is enough to kill me
All was but a beautiful dream.

All my life, I've been searching,Sometimes I found but not for me..It was never meant to be for me!

''Foolish are those that say you are a stranger to me''

In the crowd
I caught your eyes
It was something unplanned
we were both lost
I thought I knew you
you wanted to know me
You were easy to find
We felt heaven is surroundig us
but things cracked
and everything is broken
and the cliffs which were between us
turn to be huge mountains
the waves are so high
it keeps our lonely hearts apart
It was fun
It was something to share
Do we stand a chance
Will we meet again ?
and stand side by side
strong and true
I wish  I can get through
get to you...

Shakespeare's quotes

- If you prick us do we not bleed? If you tickle us do we not laugh? If you poison us do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?

-If you can look into the seeds of time, and say which grain will grow and which will not, speak then to me.

-A wretched soul, bruised with adversity, we bid be quiet when we hear it cry, but we were burdened with like weight of pain, as much or more we should ourselfs complain.

-Our faces vizards to our hearts, disguising what they are.

Gibran Khalil Gibran : Sand and Foam

In the autumn I gathered all my sorrows and buried them in my garden. And when April returned and spring came to wed the earth, there grew in my garden beautiful flowers unlike all other flowers.And my neighbors came to behold them, and they all said to me, "When autumn comes again, at seeding time, will you not give us of the seeds of these flowers that we may have them in our gardens?"

Heading South

I will start this journey
With my heart in my hand
I will do it ,
when the evening is spread out
against the sky...
I will not look back ,
for there is nothing for me
I will just follow this
deserted street that will lead
me to an overwhelming
heaven , that will lead me
to you.
and with every step I may take ,
I will hear your name
in certain circles,
and It will make me smile...
and I know , I believe ...
That I will find you..
In my heart...

The images of my life flickered in front of me like autumn leaves caughts in the wind .

Things I always wanted to say to you

In my dreams , I see you
In my head , I hold your Image
I don't know you , but I will
You're the sweetest dream
That's why I wont give up
One day , You will be true
Right by my side..
Holding me.. and Loving me
Till then , You are still a dream to me.

                                             

You were the tides that I tried to swim against,
I was rowdy & wild but you tamed me
I thought I was strong but you softened me
You're the reason , You are my all
Please hold me , for I do not want to fall ...

Your Love is like a flower that blooms in May.

Open up your love, and let it flow into me You're the gift,
that has been given to me I can see inside me,
the roses are blooming ,I won't try to deny what I feel ,
It seems that all that was bad has died....
and I can only see these lovely eyes...
staring back at me....

                                                  
Take my hand , Take me with you
Hold me tight to you
Love me , and never let go
Look into my eyes
and whisper the little three magic words
I love you too

                                                    
Farewell is not forever
Goodbye is not the end
In my thoughts you exist
There you always will be

We Will Meet Again By Ron Atchison

We will meet again my friend,
A hundred years from today
Far away from where we lived
And where we used to play.
We will know each others' eyes
And wonder where we met
Your laugh will sound familiar
Your heart, I won't forget.

We will meet, I'm sure of this,
But let's not wait til then...
Let's take a walk beneath the stars
And share this world again.

See you tomorrow...

She looked him deep in the eyes,he felt like an open book,he felt she could read his thoughts,her sharp look scared him With her eyes she traced the lines of his face as if she were seeing them for the first time,and as she touched him there were violent unusual tremors begins to go through him.she held his hand strongly like she never did before,she whispered for him to come closer. he leaned over in order to hear her. he felt her hot breath on his neck then she said:see you tomorrow,its the end this time I fear, but remember you are safe in my soul my body may lay to rot even my heart but not my soul for my soul will be always there watching over you They were her last words,and she drew a breath no more!

Secrets and Riddles.

Reveal to me your mysteries,
tell it to me all?
Explain these emotions and metaphors,
Can you tell me what it means?
unlock these riddles
Why do I feel like I belong to you?
Why do I behold your face in all faces?
and hear your voice in all voices?
Why do I think of you so much?
Define the riddles of my mind,
tear me open,
see the real of me Analyze!
and see how much you mean to me..
dont go away!
dont leave me all alone
lock your secrets in me,
describe your dreams,
If you understand me,
I will understand you

My Destiny

You are the source of my joy,
Your kisses send sunshine through my veins
make me feel alive...
and when we touch ...
I know that you're mine
I Don't want to detach my self from you,
I want to live with you...
be under your skin
You’ve brought all what was beautiful in me,
You’ve picked me up when I was blue and down
You’re always there for me
My flowers bloom only near of you...
I call you mine
I am destined to be yours