Your pieces are falling ....

I once knew you ,
Innocent and pure
True
few steps to heaven

where did the real you go ?

I am puzzled, Confused

Dazed

I know you

No more.

I look at you

but those eyes are not yours,

the smile

and the scorn

A touch

So cold..

A twisted charm

A fading sunset

Embracing the darkness

Yet , I am to convince myself

It's not you.

but something has take a toll on you

....................

My Illusionist

Not long ago ,

I held your hands ,

I felt the warmth within

Magic

A fantasy

then there was none

yet you were real enough

to love you

to dwell in your illusions

I slowly open my eyes

To stare at my bad luck

unfortunate

Pain is a dull knife

desperately

stabbing me

to bleed me

I close my eyes

Once again

to welcome myself

to your  world

away from my reality

Inside your illusion ....

A Child Again ...

Innocence within
Soft eyes
Bright dreams
Clear smile ,
Singing laugh
a river flow
Pure heart
a fresh start
A child again ,
a dream
to be a child again
Riding my fantasy
Laughing everything to happiness

Everything is possible

beyond my head
Love is everything
a crown on my head
is my middle name
A child again ...

The Confessor

Your lips are burning
for a kiss
your skin is glowing
A touch
You desire me
yet you're scared
you want
what you can never have
I am a confessor
Not your lost lover
I am the forbidden  fruit

I have daggers
You travelled for days
for months , and years
to get to me
Your eyes are shinning
Emotions locked
inside
On the hill

from my temple
I look down at you
move closer
I am real
move closer
I am your confessor
be mine
be under my spell
be my lover
forevermore...

Mother ...

My mother is a poem , I'll never be able to write, though everything I write is a poem to my mother.

A love ,
Pure , and strong
Stronger than hurricanes
Softer than a summer rain
Different
The depth
The width
Unique
A love
that takes me high
and softly embraces me down
into an ocean
I am not scared to drown
Your hands are around me
Taking me to a safe shore
Mother , My mother
You're so weak , yet so strong
Your love
make changes
within me
within many more
I love you ...

Pulling Your Strings

Stare into my eyes
I shall ensalve you
Mindbender

Strings , Strings

My puppet

I start the show

You're mine
Try to reach to me
Touch nothing
yet you can feel me
I am inside your head
Can't you hear me
Scream louder
I am sure your can't
Twisted thoughts
in a twisted mind
Don't try to escape
Noway out ,
Don't play with fire
it may burn you
yet from your ashes
I shall build wonders

SheWolf

A lonesome she-wolf
Nowhere is my home
on the run
always
and forever
I didnt break someone's heart
I am not in love
It was just a thought
I can only love me
My heart is a ship
a place for one
two can never go
Try no more
I am not looking your way
I will move forward
where the light comes from
I howl to the sea
in the middle of every night
With open eyes
I stare at the moon
I am never home.
Nothing is mine

Nothing is truly mine...

Wild , Wild Spirit

I no longer endure
A tank ,
I yearn for the vast ocean
Unleashed waves
Wind on my face
Free
I no longer can stand
the ground
I want to fly
Glide high , high

to the seventh sky
A hope
Shall never dies within me
The busy streets
The city lights
Noise
I am never a part
I never was
Green Green
singing butterflies
Never seen

somehow

I've been there ....

As I am fading away...

As I am fading away
I call your name
I know your eyes
tender
I know your heart
your pain
As I am fading away
I look through me
through everything
I break the memories
I tear the pictures

Tell me

how does it feel

to feel like this

tearing away

In the end
I erase myself
quietly
behind my closed doors
Nothing left
a gap
a hole
where my heart used to be..
As I am fading away...